Will becoming a police officer make me shoot someone?
I want to be a police officer, and then go up to either become an FBI agent or a homicide detective (considering I pass all exams). I read I have to be a cop first before becoming a detective and have some type of experience to become an FBI agent. The thing is though, I really don't -and I mean at all- want to shoot someone, yet I don't want to be stuck in an office. I know circumstances change what one does, and I know I have to protect others and myself from dangers, yet I don't want to be caught up in it. If curcumstances are called for it, I could maybe shoot someone, but my biggest fear is killing someone even if it is for something like defending mysef or others. Does anyone in the law enforcement force been through this? If this is my fear, then should I change career? Will becoming an FBI agent make me do the same thing?
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Kim’s Answer
As a police officer, you are not making a decision to shoot someone. They are the ones making the decision to get shot. I know it might just sound like semantics, but, that's the reality. The will to live is strong. You will do what you have been trained to do, without even thinking about it. Why? Because there is no time to think. You will act from instinct.
I think dealing with it afterwards may be difficult, but, thankfully, never had to deal with that. In fact, most cops go their entire career without shooting anyone. So, the odds are in your favor that this would include you. However, you MUST be ready, willing, and able to pull the trigger if necessary. And, there's no such thing as trying to place your shot so as to only wound rather than kill. The adrenalin is pumping so hard you will do what you have been trained to do - place your shots "center mass." This results in the greatest likelihood of stopping the perpetrator with the fewest number of shots, as well as reduces the likelihood of missing.
If you cannot do this, without hesitation, someone else might get killed. A civilian, or even you partner. You will be asked about this when you apply. If you answer honestly, you will not be hired. And, you should not lie. They will ask you on the polygraph if you lied about anything on your application. . .
I encourage you to find what it is that interests you about law enforcement, and then find a job that fulfills that need without having to carry a gun.
I'm sorry this is not what you want to hear, but, hope it somehow helps.
Kim